AHHHHHHH~
She saw it,and gets angry
I tried my best not to look things she wrote
But everytime she writes about me,i feel so sorry for her :X
I told myself to ignore her,but idk why I still read everything she post
Am I wrong?
I can't really let go of her :(
The more i wanna forget,the more I think about her :(
Shit you,brain
I feel like crying now /.\
If I really cry,she's the first girl i cried for
Why?why?why?
Who can give me an answer?
Thursday, 23 February 2012
23.2.2012
23.2.2012 Thursday
Today,school is kinda normal
everything is going smoothly,and i remember that marc got caught this morning
his socks :P
Eh btw,my socks is lower than his,why nobody catch me 1?
Cause I pro :)
Haha just jk
Today's PMP was damn freaking nice,first 3 period pn.patonah
She didn't come!!!OHYEAH
Then at class,only studied geo and moral today
Geo teacher's birthday today,so we used 20 minutes to celebrate:P
Awesome class,know how to skip class with reasons
Then,moral,teacher come in like moody moody lidat
Then we keep salin nota,and recess :DDD
After recess,no teacher at all!!!!
until school finish :D
Me and Jia Mun went to kacau Mei Shi and gang,as usual xD
And running around the whole form,like a boss
We wasted 4 period talking talking talking only :P
Other class all got teacher,our class is the noisiest in form 3
Who cares?who ask they dun put teacher replace :P
HAHA xD
after school,went to play basketball :D
Play until 3.30,and i sweat like hell
Lazy change clothes xD
Mom scolded me for never change shirt :P
Came back home,lunched,and going to sleep soon :) i'm tired /.\
Today,school is kinda normal
everything is going smoothly,and i remember that marc got caught this morning
his socks :P
Eh btw,my socks is lower than his,why nobody catch me 1?
Cause I pro :)
Haha just jk
Today's PMP was damn freaking nice,first 3 period pn.patonah
She didn't come!!!OHYEAH
Then at class,only studied geo and moral today
Geo teacher's birthday today,so we used 20 minutes to celebrate:P
Awesome class,know how to skip class with reasons
Then,moral,teacher come in like moody moody lidat
Then we keep salin nota,and recess :DDD
After recess,no teacher at all!!!!
until school finish :D
Me and Jia Mun went to kacau Mei Shi and gang,as usual xD
And running around the whole form,like a boss
We wasted 4 period talking talking talking only :P
Other class all got teacher,our class is the noisiest in form 3
Who cares?who ask they dun put teacher replace :P
HAHA xD
after school,went to play basketball :D
Play until 3.30,and i sweat like hell
Lazy change clothes xD
Mom scolded me for never change shirt :P
Came back home,lunched,and going to sleep soon :) i'm tired /.\
Imma drop her now :)
Heh :)
These few days i keep on thinking and thinking
Should I let go of her?
I asked few friends,and they all say i should let go
Why am I wasting time on a person that wouldn't love me?
Idk,i just can't forget about her cute smile,her personality,her FACE
And my friend said that it's because I talk to her everyday :3
I mean chat with
So,after 3 days of thinking,i decided to "DROP" her out of my mind,my world,my life :)
Maybe the best way to make her stop chatting with me is ignore her everytime?
I'm sorry,but i don't wanna struggle in pain anymore
Everytime i saw she write anything bout him,my brain will be telling me that me and her are impossible :(
And I keep telling myself that staying beside her and be her listener is enough
But I've made up my mind
Leaving her is good for both of us.
"Make you the one crying instead of making her cry"
If I disappeared from her world,she will only less 1 friend :)
I'll disappear myself,silently,without letting you know
If you saw this,then don't ask me why I didn't reply you :)
I'll be alright,you go your way :)
And yes,I'm going to cry,someday,somewhere,nobody knows :)
These few days i keep on thinking and thinking
Should I let go of her?
I asked few friends,and they all say i should let go
Why am I wasting time on a person that wouldn't love me?
Idk,i just can't forget about her cute smile,her personality,her FACE
And my friend said that it's because I talk to her everyday :3
I mean chat with
So,after 3 days of thinking,i decided to "DROP" her out of my mind,my world,my life :)
Maybe the best way to make her stop chatting with me is ignore her everytime?
I'm sorry,but i don't wanna struggle in pain anymore
Everytime i saw she write anything bout him,my brain will be telling me that me and her are impossible :(
And I keep telling myself that staying beside her and be her listener is enough
But I've made up my mind
Leaving her is good for both of us.
"Make you the one crying instead of making her cry"
If I disappeared from her world,she will only less 1 friend :)
I'll disappear myself,silently,without letting you know
If you saw this,then don't ask me why I didn't reply you :)
I'll be alright,you go your way :)
And yes,I'm going to cry,someday,somewhere,nobody knows :)
Sunday, 19 February 2012
19.2.2012
19.2.2012,Sunday
Woke up early in the morning,around 9 smth,and its SUNDAYYYYY :D
Suppose to have bible class,but end up didn't go
Because of my parents,they come back at 1 o clock and suppose to fetch me straight to church.
Then my mom suddenly say wan wash the vege or smth~
She went into the kitchen,and 1.40 smth only come out =.=
Obviously,i'm late d
So i didn't go :3
Turn on my comp again,saw yean mae offline d,then idk what to do,played some random mini games
Until chong chea called me,and ask me bring basketball down
And guess wat,i changed into sports look and he only played for 10 min and ciao d =.=
So i am playing alone at the court :3
Until Elton came,then we played for quite long,then only got more friends come down
*Lazy mention names*
We from 2 o clock played until 8.30,MARATHON WEH XDDD
I didn't realize that,and after i get back home i'm freaking hungry :3
After dining,went online and did nothing,but tetris :DD
Then Yean suddenly find me,and by that time i'm almost going to offline ~.~
So i took my uncle's HTC and go online,and guess wat,it takes me 30 minutes to connect to the god damn UNIFI
CILAKA,WHY WHEN I WAN USE THEN GOT PROB?
When i get to twitter,Yean already offline,but she left msg ask me to read blog
Then i go read looooo =3
After reading,i went straight to bed
AND I CRIED,SILENTLY
Not because of what happened on Yean,its because her blog remind me of my parents,my dad.
I start thinking of all the things happened when i was small,even thought i remember not much
My father passed away when I was 5,because of heart attack,because of he DRINK and SMOKE
That's why I hate smokers,and I will never smoke,I swear!
After cooled down,Carmen called me,and ask me to say sorry to MIMI for her
coz her mom offed modem in all of a sudden.
Then i tell her i can't use fb,and i'll try and call jia mun to help.
I called jia mun,then suet li,then brandon
And guess wat,ALL OF THEM NEVER PICK UP
BECAUSE ITS 12.00AM
So i called carmen and we talked about like,5 minutes?
After talking to her,i feel asleep straight away xD
AHHHH,A not very nice day though :3
Woke up early in the morning,around 9 smth,and its SUNDAYYYYY :D
Suppose to have bible class,but end up didn't go
Because of my parents,they come back at 1 o clock and suppose to fetch me straight to church.
Then my mom suddenly say wan wash the vege or smth~
She went into the kitchen,and 1.40 smth only come out =.=
Obviously,i'm late d
So i didn't go :3
Turn on my comp again,saw yean mae offline d,then idk what to do,played some random mini games
Until chong chea called me,and ask me bring basketball down
And guess wat,i changed into sports look and he only played for 10 min and ciao d =.=
So i am playing alone at the court :3
Until Elton came,then we played for quite long,then only got more friends come down
*Lazy mention names*
We from 2 o clock played until 8.30,MARATHON WEH XDDD
I didn't realize that,and after i get back home i'm freaking hungry :3
After dining,went online and did nothing,but tetris :DD
Then Yean suddenly find me,and by that time i'm almost going to offline ~.~
So i took my uncle's HTC and go online,and guess wat,it takes me 30 minutes to connect to the god damn UNIFI
CILAKA,WHY WHEN I WAN USE THEN GOT PROB?
When i get to twitter,Yean already offline,but she left msg ask me to read blog
Then i go read looooo =3
After reading,i went straight to bed
AND I CRIED,SILENTLY
Not because of what happened on Yean,its because her blog remind me of my parents,my dad.
I start thinking of all the things happened when i was small,even thought i remember not much
My father passed away when I was 5,because of heart attack,because of he DRINK and SMOKE
That's why I hate smokers,and I will never smoke,I swear!
After cooled down,Carmen called me,and ask me to say sorry to MIMI for her
coz her mom offed modem in all of a sudden.
Then i tell her i can't use fb,and i'll try and call jia mun to help.
I called jia mun,then suet li,then brandon
And guess wat,ALL OF THEM NEVER PICK UP
BECAUSE ITS 12.00AM
So i called carmen and we talked about like,5 minutes?
After talking to her,i feel asleep straight away xD
AHHHH,A not very nice day though :3
Friday, 17 February 2012
17.2.2012 Friday
Today merentas Desaaaaaaa >:)
Early in the morning got woke up by Digi c:
then roll on bed until Yean Mae's message arrive :D
We start texting around 5.30 smth until we reach school :P
You jelly?
HAHA xD
After bathing,went to school as usual,do the things i do everyday x(
When warm up time,we played I'm sexy and I know it,Party rock anthem and move that body :D
And guess wat,i saw quite a few ppl wiggle down there-,-
And i think khai zheng or who did the shuffle part on stage...
Salute weh~he got balls :P
Around 8 smth,we start running...
i was suppose to be in the front....
but then i scare i got pushed by the ppl so i move all the way back c:
i wait until all of them ran only i start running,and i sprint over lots of them
*proud*
and at the end they passed me-,-
basically,i walked 80% of the thing
I walk with friends,coz i'm lazy to run,plus leg pain /.\
I texted with Yean when i'm WALKING,pro ryte?xD
At last,i scored 1 mark for Blue House
*proud again*
You see,last 2 year i never score for blue house,then blue house didn't won
This year i scored 1 mark,and blue house won!!!!!!
**proud**
See,i'm important ryte? :P
After they give out prize,i carry everything by myself-,-
NAGA ARJUN,i'll rmb you
After we went back to class,it's miss tan's period
YAAAAAAAY
she asked us to write our secret on a paper
then passed up to her
I wrote few rubbish,then pass up to her d c:
I start playing phone in front of her,and she don't care
until i dropped my phone when i stand up,the battery fly out ._.
The whole class stares at me...
And meishi&chet ying was like,O MAI GOD
then jia mun told them :"Aiya nth 1 lah,see the floor got break anot better lah "
Then they was like,oh okayyyy
And guess wat,i turned on my phone and go to message,inbox =0
Means it is retrieving my messages,which is 9k+
Takes time u knw?
Aiya screw it,nobody will find me oso,only i find ppl :(
Later 8 tuition,gotta dinner early today :z
Hope i won't get scolding by geo teacher today xD
Early in the morning got woke up by Digi c:
then roll on bed until Yean Mae's message arrive :D
We start texting around 5.30 smth until we reach school :P
You jelly?
HAHA xD
After bathing,went to school as usual,do the things i do everyday x(
When warm up time,we played I'm sexy and I know it,Party rock anthem and move that body :D
And guess wat,i saw quite a few ppl wiggle down there-,-
And i think khai zheng or who did the shuffle part on stage...
Salute weh~he got balls :P
Around 8 smth,we start running...
i was suppose to be in the front....
but then i scare i got pushed by the ppl so i move all the way back c:
i wait until all of them ran only i start running,and i sprint over lots of them
*proud*
and at the end they passed me-,-
basically,i walked 80% of the thing
I walk with friends,coz i'm lazy to run,plus leg pain /.\
I texted with Yean when i'm WALKING,pro ryte?xD
At last,i scored 1 mark for Blue House
*proud again*
You see,last 2 year i never score for blue house,then blue house didn't won
This year i scored 1 mark,and blue house won!!!!!!
**proud**
See,i'm important ryte? :P
After they give out prize,i carry everything by myself-,-
NAGA ARJUN,i'll rmb you
After we went back to class,it's miss tan's period
YAAAAAAAY
she asked us to write our secret on a paper
then passed up to her
I wrote few rubbish,then pass up to her d c:
I start playing phone in front of her,and she don't care
until i dropped my phone when i stand up,the battery fly out ._.
The whole class stares at me...
And meishi&chet ying was like,O MAI GOD
then jia mun told them :"Aiya nth 1 lah,see the floor got break anot better lah "
Then they was like,oh okayyyy
And guess wat,i turned on my phone and go to message,inbox =0
Means it is retrieving my messages,which is 9k+
Takes time u knw?
Aiya screw it,nobody will find me oso,only i find ppl :(
Later 8 tuition,gotta dinner early today :z
Hope i won't get scolding by geo teacher today xD
15.2.2012 Thursday
It's 2 days after valentine's day c:
And tmr is merentas desa :)
So,today first and second period they give number
I got B069,the last number for Men's under 15 :DD
I got a nice number and i knw it :D
After that,went back to class :)
as usual,go kacau mei shi and her gang xD
but when geo,teacher come in and say:
"siapa yang yak siap keluar buat"
then i look at jia mun,and he says go together xD
WOW,first time go out class do homework weh!!!
I mean stand outside the class :X
Only me,mun,nafiz 3 ppl didn't siap ~.~
damn no face larh x(
luckily nobody saw,only the mak cik :P
After school,went home and do the things i usually do,fb,twitter,stalk her xD
and tetris c:
Ha,a very nice day,memorable day :)
And tmr is merentas desa :)
So,today first and second period they give number
I got B069,the last number for Men's under 15 :DD
I got a nice number and i knw it :D
After that,went back to class :)
as usual,go kacau mei shi and her gang xD
but when geo,teacher come in and say:
"siapa yang yak siap keluar buat"
then i look at jia mun,and he says go together xD
WOW,first time go out class do homework weh!!!
I mean stand outside the class :X
Only me,mun,nafiz 3 ppl didn't siap ~.~
damn no face larh x(
luckily nobody saw,only the mak cik :P
After school,went home and do the things i usually do,fb,twitter,stalk her xD
and tetris c:
Ha,a very nice day,memorable day :)
14.2.2012 Valentine's day ♥
Heh,3 days never update
Screw that,no ppl is reading this blog oso :P
Btw,valentine's day just passed c:
No more status about forever alone on fb c:
HAHAHA xD
btw,i received 2 presents for valentine's day this year c:
Its from sook jen and carmen :D
how nice,1st time receive present ^^
I knw its quite late that i post this,but who cares?xD
Ferrero Rocher from sook jen,Lollipop from Carmen :DDDD
I haven't eat them,too nice xD
I'm still waiting for the same person,i knw that wouldn't happen,but i just wanna stay by her side,chat with her everyday,be her listener c: That's enough for me :)
Screw that,no ppl is reading this blog oso :P
Btw,valentine's day just passed c:
No more status about forever alone on fb c:
HAHAHA xD
btw,i received 2 presents for valentine's day this year c:
Its from sook jen and carmen :D
how nice,1st time receive present ^^
Ferrero Rocher from sook jen,Lollipop from Carmen :DDDD
I haven't eat them,too nice xD
I'm still waiting for the same person,i knw that wouldn't happen,but i just wanna stay by her side,chat with her everyday,be her listener c: That's enough for me :)
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Wow ._.
Weeeee~.~
She just told me that she doesn't like the person :3
pey wen was wrong :O
anyway,should I be happy? or wat?
I don't knw,but at least i knw,she's happy with her life :)
A very short post,problem?you may leave now :)
Btw,HAPPY Valentine's day:)
Monday, 13 February 2012
14.2.2012 Best Valentine's Day ever
14.2.2012
Most memorable valentine's day c:
Morning woke up,as usual
Then get ready to school....
*little stomach ache*
When on the car...
*big stomach ache*
When reach the school,
*NOTHING*
but when i walk up the my duty place...
*super stomach ache!!!!*
then i run all the way to the toilet and released "SOMETHING"
when i opened the tab to make all those thinggy "FLUSHED"
The water pipe of the year came out
Waters everywhere
OHYEAH :D
I'm wet,i means seriously wet /.\
VALENTINE'S DAY,I WENT BACK HOME,BECAUSE I AM WET LIKE ASDFGHJKL
u jelly? all the chocs idk who take for me :O
and carmen's valentine's day present~.~
IDK STILL GOT ANOT /.\
GOD,WHY?is it something bad gonna happen today and you send me back home to evade it?
If it is,Thank you jesus :)
I love you :)
Most memorable valentine's day c:
Morning woke up,as usual
Then get ready to school....
*little stomach ache*
When on the car...
*big stomach ache*
When reach the school,
*NOTHING*
but when i walk up the my duty place...
*super stomach ache!!!!*
then i run all the way to the toilet and released "SOMETHING"
when i opened the tab to make all those thinggy "FLUSHED"
The water pipe of the year came out
Waters everywhere
OHYEAH :D
I'm wet,i means seriously wet /.\
VALENTINE'S DAY,I WENT BACK HOME,BECAUSE I AM WET LIKE ASDFGHJKL
u jelly? all the chocs idk who take for me :O
and carmen's valentine's day present~.~
IDK STILL GOT ANOT /.\
GOD,WHY?is it something bad gonna happen today and you send me back home to evade it?
If it is,Thank you jesus :)
I love you :)
13.2.2012-Monday
Today,went to school,as usual...
after finishing my daily duty,i went to walk around in school,and saw interact club's choc
And they say i must buy,because of i left comment in fb =3=
watever,my good friend,sook jen ordered a bouquet for me :DDD
Thankkiew,I love youuuuuu :3 just jokin :P
Anyway,when i'm on my way back home,my mom lectured me again -,-
then,she said if i wear braces she will let me dye my hair after PMR...
so i decided i'll take the challenge xD
so yeah,few months later you'll see me in braces c:
Eeeee,should I buy valentine's day's chocolate for her?
I don't really dare to,cause i saw the person she like already ordered a bouquet for her :(
I don't wanna make her feel sorry for me...
so yeah,i guess i'll buy for all my besties,instead of her c:
I learned from d internet :
If you really love a person,make yourself cry but not her <3
Idk i translate it correct anot,but screw it lah xD
after finishing my daily duty,i went to walk around in school,and saw interact club's choc
And they say i must buy,because of i left comment in fb =3=
watever,my good friend,sook jen ordered a bouquet for me :DDD
Thankkiew,I love youuuuuu :3 just jokin :P
Anyway,when i'm on my way back home,my mom lectured me again -,-
then,she said if i wear braces she will let me dye my hair after PMR...
so i decided i'll take the challenge xD
so yeah,few months later you'll see me in braces c:
Eeeee,should I buy valentine's day's chocolate for her?
I don't really dare to,cause i saw the person she like already ordered a bouquet for her :(
I don't wanna make her feel sorry for me...
so yeah,i guess i'll buy for all my besties,instead of her c:
I learned from d internet :
If you really love a person,make yourself cry but not her <3
Idk i translate it correct anot,but screw it lah xD
Saturday, 11 February 2012
Church 11.2.2012
Ytd after school,come back home bath and straight went church c:
Then the cg was kinda normal,but elaine was back c:
Damn long time no see her d :(
After cg,its service time c:
But when worship and praise,oscar and I stay at own place only....
I'm too tired to go out /.\
After service,we have combine cg c:
Banana suppose to lead pray,but at the end man fei did ._.
Haiyah anyway,man fei's pray is super fast,just 3 sentence xD
After eating,we had camwhore,the whole cg together :P
joanne took lots of photo,and took 1 when i'm not ready :c
anyway,its quite nice c:
Then we used instagram,4 photo shot together c:
This 1 I like the most,awesome right? :P
WULALALALA C:
Ytd,got school :(
but the whole day gotong royong c:
And guess wat,i signed up to be volunteer to clean the school.
Early in the morning,after went back to class,we straight go downstairs.
Then,Teacher start asking us to move the plants,and digging out some plants :P
Then,we have something awesome to do-REPLANT.
OHYEAH :P
But,i only do until recess :P
After recess i go upstairs chat with pey wen.
She told me stuffs about edmund and her.
Then start complaining to me,"Why would I like him,even until now?"
Then start talking lots of things (sorry can't tell)
We keep on chatting until the school end c:
And guess what,i heard something from pey wen about "HER",the special someone :c
Something that i can't ask "HER" or tell anyone....
I don't know is it right or not,but i'll keep it a secret,and find out by myself :)
but the whole day gotong royong c:
And guess wat,i signed up to be volunteer to clean the school.
Early in the morning,after went back to class,we straight go downstairs.
Then,Teacher start asking us to move the plants,and digging out some plants :P
Then,we have something awesome to do-REPLANT.
OHYEAH :P
But,i only do until recess :P
After recess i go upstairs chat with pey wen.
She told me stuffs about edmund and her.
Then start complaining to me,"Why would I like him,even until now?"
Then start talking lots of things (sorry can't tell)
We keep on chatting until the school end c:
And guess what,i heard something from pey wen about "HER",the special someone :c
Something that i can't ask "HER" or tell anyone....
I don't know is it right or not,but i'll keep it a secret,and find out by myself :)
Thursday, 9 February 2012
10-2-2012,A bad day
Today,the whole day i am playing at school
Except for BC,cik leong :P
but when i come back,i saw her message,i feel damn happy
when suddenly,sonia asked me to call her,and we talked on phone for 20 mins
We talk bout crap,nobody cares xD
She tell me what trouble she is facing now....and keep ask me how...I oso dk how help her D:
but,for a moment,she mentioned about her.
I forced Sonia to talk bout her.
SONIA told me who she likes..
All of a sudden,i feel heart broken....
She likes my good friend!
After think back to last time,i realize that everything she said bout HIM was perfectly match to my good friend
WHY AM I SO STUPID THAT I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT?
idk why,i just don't feel like doing anything....
God,can you please help me?
Rumah Biru 1st meeting c:
Today,Rumah Biru's 1st stayback meeting.
I don't know why,i don't get any post in Rumah Biru but i still sitting on d stage and telling the students to line up.
I'm just too bossy xD
After doing warm up,Jun Yang ask them to run two rounds.
I am the last one to run but the 3rd guy to finish.
How LAZY are RUMAH BIRU -____-
after that,they go throw the iron ball,i forgot wat name izit :P
Just in order to skip that,i went to teach marching.
And believe in me,the juniors sucks so badly -,-
can't even hentak properly....
or mayb they are just juniors,i should forgive them?I once a junior oso =3=
Haiyah screw that....lots and lots of things for me to think,Catur,Interact,Pengakap...
I got post in all these shits.....
Gonna work hard for it =3=
I don't know why,i don't get any post in Rumah Biru but i still sitting on d stage and telling the students to line up.
I'm just too bossy xD
After doing warm up,Jun Yang ask them to run two rounds.
I am the last one to run but the 3rd guy to finish.
How LAZY are RUMAH BIRU -____-
after that,they go throw the iron ball,i forgot wat name izit :P
Just in order to skip that,i went to teach marching.
And believe in me,the juniors sucks so badly -,-
can't even hentak properly....
or mayb they are just juniors,i should forgive them?I once a junior oso =3=
Haiyah screw that....lots and lots of things for me to think,Catur,Interact,Pengakap...
I got post in all these shits.....
Gonna work hard for it =3=
Blog?I'm not new
Hello,2nd time make a blog,old blog?screw that,forgot password =3=
Why I make a blog again?
Just because i'm too bored c:
Problem?You can leave anytime you want c:
Nobody ever forced you to read this blog =)
Won't update that much,but at least once per week ;)
Follow please?thank you very much =)
Why I make a blog again?
Just because i'm too bored c:
Problem?You can leave anytime you want c:
Nobody ever forced you to read this blog =)
Won't update that much,but at least once per week ;)
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